My problem is that I'm so attached to this story that I need the writing of it to be superb. I don't know that I trust myself to do it justice. Yet, it's not like anyone else could either - not because there aren't some great writers out there, but just because the story is so me. I could just write it - it's not like anyone has to actually read it, save for my husband. At least then, it wouldn't be stuck in my brain for another couple decades.
There's also the question of which way to go with the ending. There are two similar endings in my head: one would mean the book would fall in the genre of Christian Fiction, and the other would just be fiction. Maybe if I do write it, I'll write two versions and see which I like best, but that seems like a lot of work, no?
This probably doesn't deserve a blog post, but I wanted to make a post today and this is what's on my mind. So there you go.